Euphemia Wilki bernadette Townsend(Nee Martin)

ON NIGHT SHIFTS AGAIN FROM TOMORROW
SO MIGHT NOT GET BACK ON UNTIL NEXT
THURSDAY GOD BLESS ALL MY GTS FRIENDS
AND ANGELS THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT
LOVE TO ALL FROM LIZ XX

~~ ♥ ~~ WHATS IT LIKE THIS PAIN ~~ ♥ ~~

♥IT'S LIKE:♥
♥A hole with no bottom♥
♥A hill with no top♥
♥A road with no bend♥
♥A night with no end.♥

♥It's as if its not happened♥
♥It's as if its not true♥
♥Its' as if its a dream♥
♥Yet a numbness seeps through.♥

♥There's a feeling of emptiness♥
♥A gap to be filled♥
♥There's a feeling of loneliness♥
♥That cannot be filled.♥

♥They say time"s a healer♥
♥How long will it take?♥
♥I cant see it ending♥
♥It's a permanent ache.♥

♥Life as no meaning♥
♥Yet it as to go on♥
♥I find it so hard♥
♥I feel so alone♥.

♥No one will ever know♥
♥The depth of my sorrow♥
♥I just have to trust♥
♥There'll be a better tomorrow.♥

♥May god give me strength♥
♥To keep on going♥
♥To get through this pain♥
♥To feel real again.♥

♥I'll never get over it♥
♥Of that I am sure♥
♥But I'll give time a chance♥
♥And hope for a cure.♥

♥Time's without end♥
♥Love is too♥
♥I'll never forget you♥
♥I'll always miss you...♥
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~~ ♥ ~~ THATS WHAT ITS LIKE ~~ ♥ ~~

Liz Morris (GTS Friend) March 10, 2009

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Those we love remain with us
for love itself lives on
and cherished memories never fade
because a loved ones gone
those we love can never be
more than a thought apart
for as long as there is memory
they'll live on in the heart.

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There is a special place in our hearts
for those we have loved
for those who have loved us
without question, without a word or promise
there is a special place
where there is no pain or fear
where love flows freely
there is a special place to rest
in our hearts forever.

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I know how much I miss you
I feel an emptiness inside
It shows in everything I do
It's something I can't hide

I simply miss you being there
Life seems dull and flat
Without you nothings quite the same
I can't say more than that

But one day we will meet again
I know that this is true
But everyday until then
I know i'll just be missing you.

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Love always elaine xxxxxxxx

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Niece) March 10, 2009

xXx~ Loved & Missed Forever ~xXx~
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There`s a pain beyond imagining
that`s burning in our heart
for suddenly our whole world
has been cruely ripped apart
The only source of comfort
are our memories & the love
& they will shine forever
like the brightest star above
No longer can we see your smile
for you are with God above
but..
your loving smile will always be
tucked in our hearts with love
Watch over us from heaven
& help us through this pain
We will always love & miss you
Until we meet again
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx

Liz Morris (GTS Friend) March 9, 2009

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There are angels in the heavens
there are angels on the ground
there are angels all around you
just waiting to be found...
So when you're feeling lonely
or just a little blue
open your eyes to see the angels
they are there waiting for you...
Don't forget about these angels
during all of your good times too
for they like to share your happiness
and the joys that come to you...
They will wrap their wings around you
to protect and guide you through
all the sad and tragic moments
that this life can throw at you...
They are sent to you from heaven
from our father up above
so remember to look for the angels
they'll show you all gods love...

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Have you ever truly heard
an angel whisper in your ear?
their voices are soft and comforting
letting you know you have nothing to fear...

If you listen very carefully
you might just hear their sweet voice
whispering to you of gods perfect love
and all things that make you rejoice...

They do their very best
to always watch over you
to keep you safe and happy
in everything you do...

So next time you feel lonely
kind of scared or feeling blue
just whisper to your angel
and listen...for they will whisper back to you...

xxx ~~ Love Always ~ Elaine ~~ xxx

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Niece) March 7, 2009

I cannot dial your number
I can't get through to you
I called the operator
She did all that she could do

There is no code to heaven
I cannot place the call
No numbers left to try
I reckon i've tried them all

If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
If heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to say

Tell you that I love you
Miss you since you went away
And how much I prayed to god
That he could have let you stay

Oh darling, if heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to know
Things I want to tell you
How do you feel?
Should I stay or should I go?

Are you looking over me
Do you see me cry a tear
Questions I want to ask
Answers I need to hear

If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
My life has had no meaning
Since the day god took you away
I only know more sadness
More tears again today

Maybe one day i'll smile without you
Until then I will always cry
One day the sun may shine for me
Like it did for you and I

My life was for tomorrow
Now my life is yesterday
I cannot face this world alone
Please show me the way

If heaven had a phone
I'd ring you every day
If heaven had a phone
I'd hear your voice, know that you're okay

I just want to speak to heaven
please do you have a direct line
Operator says no number
But your loved one says they're doing fine

Love always Elaine x♥x♥

Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Niece) March 4, 2009

THE NEXT PLACE THAT I GO
The next place that I go
will be as peaceful and familiar
as a sleepy summer Sunday
and a sweet, untroubled mind.

And yet….it won’t be anything like any place I’ve ever been…
or seen…or dreamed of
in the place I leave behind.

I won’t know where I’m going,
and I won’t know where I’ve been
as I tumble through the always
and look back toward the when.

I’ll glide beyond the rainbows.
I’ll drift above the sky.
I’ll fly into the wonder,
without ever wondering why.

I won’t remember getting there.
Somehow I’ll just arrive.
But I’ll know that I belong there
and will feel much more alive
than I have ever felt before.
I will be absolutely free of the things that I held onto
that were holding onto me.

The next place that I go
will be so quiet and so still
that the whispered song of sweet belonging will rise up to fill
the listening sky with joyful silence, and with unheard harmonies
of music made by no one playing,
like a hush upon a breeze.

There will be no room for darkness in that place of living light.
Where an ever-dawning morning pushes back the dying night.
The very air will fill with brilliance, as the brightly shining sun
and the moon and half a million stars are married into one.

The next place that I go
Won’t really be a place at all.
There won’t be any seasons—winter, summer, spring or fall—
Nor a Monday,
Nor a Friday,
Nor December,
Nor July.
And the seconds will be standing still…
while the hours hurry by.

I will not be a boy
or girl,
a woman
or a man.
I’ll simply be just,
simply me.
No worse or better than.

My skin will not be dark or light.
I won’t be fat or tall.
The body I once lived in
won’t be part of me at all.

I will finally be perfect.
I will be without a flaw.
I will never make one more mistake,
or break the smallest law.

And the me that was impatient,
or was angry or unkind,
will simply be a memory.
The me I left behind.

I will travel empty-handed.
There is not one single thing
I have collected in my life
that I would ever want to bring
except….
The love of those who loved me,
and the warmth of those who cared.
The happiness and memories
and magic that we shared.

Though I will know the joy of solitude…
I’ll never be alone.
I’ll be embraced
by all the family and friends
I’ve ever known.
Although I might not see their faces,
all our hearts will beat as one,
and the circle of our spirits
Will shine brighter than the sun.

Author Unknown.

Liz Morris (GTS Friend) March 3, 2009

I am not gone, I am changed.
Have faith and please believe me.
God did not take me away from you,
He split the skies and received me.

Now...
I'm an echo in your laughter,
A reflection in your tears,
An extra thread of strength
To help you overcome your fears.

I'm an added ray of sunshine,
More joy for you to share,
A fragrance of the life you live.
Wherever you are - I am there.

Liz Morris (GTS Friend) March 1, 2009

your everything.

As i look up to the sky
I see your smiling face
Theres a twinkle in your eyes
Then its gone without a trace

As i look out to the sea
And watch the waves come in
I can see you swimming there
Its a race that you must win

As i look out into the night
Your a star that shines so bright
It lights up all the dark sky
And its then i know that your alright.

As i look out your everything
All wrapped up in one
And you my angel with white wings
Your memory shall always live on

Liz Morris (GTS Friend) February 24, 2009

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I thought I saw your face today,
in the sparkle of the morning sun.
And then I heard the angel say,
'Their work on earth is done.'

I thought I heard your voice today,
then laugh your hearty laugh.
And then I heard the angel say,
'There's peace dear one at last.'

I thought I felt your touch today,
in the breeze that rustled by.
And then I heard the angel say,
'The spirit never dies.'

I thought I saw my broken heart,
in the crescent of the moon.
And then I heard the angel say,
'The Lord is coming soon.'

I thought that you had left me,
for the stars so far above.
And then I heard the angel say,
'They left you with their love.'

I thought that I would miss you so,
and never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say,
'They're with you every day.'
'The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars,
will forever be around,
reminding you of the love you shared,
and the peace they've finally found.


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Liz Morris (GTS Friend) February 23, 2009

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~ My heart is truly broken ~

~ My tears they fall like rain ~

~ I wish i could see you one more time ~

~ To ease this awful pain ~

~ I know that you're in heaven ~

~ And in heaven you shall remain ~

~ A very special angel ~

~ Until we meet again ~

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with love from jenny x x x

Jenny Hopwood February 22, 2009